8th June 2014
I am really dis-hearted and Sad today as my Lovely Little Honda Jazz was involved in a minor accident at the Toll Booths at Wallasey Mersey Tunnel, there is damage to the Boot lid of my Car and also the back Bumper has been pushed in. This afternoon I have been really upset as I have been doing so well this Year, I am Autistic and I try and live a normal life, but when something happens unexpectly I do not know what to do or being involved with other People. I was in a lot of Pain last night with my Knees, and the money I have saved up for my Sony Playstation 4 will now most likely have to pay excess for the Body Repair of my Car. I started to get depressed as that I am now 37 years old and if I only live to 47 years old, that would mean I only have 10 Years left, I don't understand Age and I never will. This is really upsetting me to think that i might have only Ten Years left. i know i was never going to have a long life, i am Bubbly hyperactive person and i know in my Heart that i not going to last into my fifties and Sixties. The Reality of my life is that i am Autistic Person in my late 30's and i might only have a few years left. Am i the only person to get to this age in my life to think that i might not have long left, i don't have much of a life and i try and do the best i can, but when i go to the dock on Sunday Morning, i realise that i am just an NHS Archive Clerk and i spend all my time on my own. I swam in the Dock this morning and i was having a nice day until i drove home and the Minor Car Accident Happened. I got home and told Mum and Dad what had happened and i was in a Upset state, and Mum and Dad told me that these things happen. i have spent the afternoon in my Bedroom learning new Medical Terminology Words.
I am really dis-hearted and Sad today as my Lovely Little Honda Jazz was involved in a minor accident at the Toll Booths at Wallasey Mersey Tunnel, there is damage to the Boot lid of my Car and also the back Bumper has been pushed in. This afternoon I have been really upset as I have been doing so well this Year, I am Autistic and I try and live a normal life, but when something happens unexpectly I do not know what to do or being involved with other People. I was in a lot of Pain last night with my Knees, and the money I have saved up for my Sony Playstation 4 will now most likely have to pay excess for the Body Repair of my Car. I started to get depressed as that I am now 37 years old and if I only live to 47 years old, that would mean I only have 10 Years left, I don't understand Age and I never will. This is really upsetting me to think that i might have only Ten Years left. i know i was never going to have a long life, i am Bubbly hyperactive person and i know in my Heart that i not going to last into my fifties and Sixties. The Reality of my life is that i am Autistic Person in my late 30's and i might only have a few years left. Am i the only person to get to this age in my life to think that i might not have long left, i don't have much of a life and i try and do the best i can, but when i go to the dock on Sunday Morning, i realise that i am just an NHS Archive Clerk and i spend all my time on my own. I swam in the Dock this morning and i was having a nice day until i drove home and the Minor Car Accident Happened. I got home and told Mum and Dad what had happened and i was in a Upset state, and Mum and Dad told me that these things happen. i have spent the afternoon in my Bedroom learning new Medical Terminology Words.
